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symphonies, sand, & sea

sunday, 5/15/2005

The temperatures have been unseasonably mild this spring, at least for the eastern side of Texas. Highs in the low 80s, then into the 60s at night. Even more unusual has been the low humidity. Swimming pools are just now starting to warm up to the mid 70s (the minimum for most people in these parts), when most years the kids used to start swimming in April.

I've been opening the sliding doors in the evening to take advantage of the natural air conditioning while puttering around the apartment. My third floor exposure looks out onto a large creek that is backed up from the lake it empties into, so it is really more like a pond. On the other side is a golf course. Every night when it gets dark, the symphony begins. That would be the frog symphony. Well, at least the frogs are the major pieces; there are crickets and cicadas too, but they are only the accompaniment. If I'm watching TV, I mute the sound during commercials, to enjoy that free natural music.

M and I went to a free human symphony performance on Friday evening at the Pavilion, featuring selections from Mozart and Bizet. These summer performances are not only free, if you like sitting on a blanket on the sloping grass bank, but patrons are encouraged to bring a picnic dinner if they want. We packed a bottle of wine, a bag of cheese cubes, and a loaf of freshly baked Wal Mart French bread. When we got to the gate, they were asking people what was in their bags, but they weren't searching anything. When they asked if we had any glass, I foolishly told them we had a bottle of wine, and they said we couldn't take it in. But the looks on their faces told me that these new rules (last year it was OK) weren't their idea, so we walked around to the other gate, and this time I kept my mouth shut, and we walked right in.

These outdoor things are different from the traditional classical concert in a stuffy auditorium. Instead of fancy clothes, absolute quiet and few children, these are relaxing family events, and small children are everywhere. There were several games of nerf football going on at the top of the hill behind us, until it got too dark to see. And rather than being a distraction, the squeals and laughter from the little voices in the distance were a pleasant accompaniment to the musicians on the stage down below. It was a very nice picnic.

Yesterday we took our first trip to the beach for the season. We arrived just in time for lunch on the verandah of "The Spot", the home-cooked burger place across the street, then trundled our new gear down onto the sand. I usually try to pack light, but the umbrella and chairs were worth the effort. We even brought a bulb planter to make the hole for the umbrella pole - a big improvement from the usual old spoon. I think ours was the most colorful shade device on the beach...

Today we'll have a morning bike ride after a late breakfast, then relax out by the pool in the afternoon, and finally travel down to a local winery this evening to sample their wares and promised Polynesian entertainment. It should be another fun day.

timber

monday, 5/9/2005

And the trees were all made equal,
by hatchet, axe and saw.

Rush, The Trees

I've written many times about how I derive my spiritual needs from immersing myself in the beauty of nature. So it was with heavy heart that I viewed the devastation just west of our garden when I traveled home for the weekend.  Loggers were clearing a space as big as two football fields in order to allow the eventual drilling of a natural gas well. They were just doing their job, and they were very good at it.

I was there on Friday morning in time to see the loggers take down the last 80 foot tall pin oak. You can see from the shape of the foliage that it was once surrounded by dense forest. When it came crashing down, the limbs popping like firecrackers, my heart leapt into my throat, and I had to sit down for a moment. It may seem silly to be so attached to a bunch of trees, but these woods were my childhood playground. There was a two-track trail that ran close by this tree, and I remember when my late cousin, Tommy, and I drove our summer project, a dune buggy made from an old Studebaker sedan, over one of its big exposed roots and bounced way up in the air, flattening one of the old may-pop tires.  That dune buggy only lasted for a couple of rides before something terminal went wrong with it. But those troublesome roots will soon be covered with red dirt and gravel, nicely leveled for the heavy equipment that will punch a hole into mother earth, so her breath can be sucked out to heat homes.

I hope its all worth it.

credit where credit's due

monday, 5/2/2005

I generally like taking the optimistic view of things, but now that I can visualize retirement, or at least separation from corporate America in my future, my views about all things financial have become more conservative.  For many people in my situation, that ticket to a comfortable retirement is in the form of cash from years of 401k contributions and lump sum pension benefits that must be invested prudently to keep growing and stay ahead of inflation. And there is the rub. If you stuff your money in a mattress, it becomes worth less every day. The interest you can get from a bank almost keeps up with inflation, but you stay even at best. And the stock market seems more like gambling the last few years. 

It's hard to know what leads to a secure financial future. I got a statement from the Social Security Administration the other day that said if I retire at age 62, I'll get something like $1500 per month until I die. It's enough to keep us from starving, if we have our other affairs in order by then, which we will barring some calamity. Our president wants us to believe in the stock market and trade in our sure-thing social security for a maybe. I'd like to believe he's right, but things can change.  Ask someone in Japan how their stock market has done for the last 20 years. I'll give you a hint - not very well, and they are the second largest national economy on the planet, with hard working people.

I was reading an article today that used the phrase "credit bubble" to refer to the current financial condition in the country. And many others are talking of a real estate bubble. Having suffered through the stock market bubble a few years ago, where prices reached ridiculous levels, talk of bubbles gets my attention.  In hindsight it was either naive wishful thinking, or maybe simple foolishness that so many of us  rode the raging bull until it expired in a heap beneath us, taking away all that newfound wealth that never really existed, unless you were lucky enough to jump off while it was still kicking.

This credit thing could be serious.

When I finished college and got my first professional job, I had no credit. Back then, a college student trying to get a loan or a credit card would be laughed out of the bank, unless a parent would co-sign. I got my first credit card from Sears, who had the loosest credit terms of anyone, so I could buy a television for my new apartment.  (Maybe that's part of why Sears slid so far they were bought up by K-Mart after that bastion of retail savvy went bankrupt, fleeced their shareholders and creditors, then somehow had enough equity left to swallow a bigger company.  Elliot Spitzer, where are you?)

Back to my story though... that new television pretty much maxed out the card, and I started making payments. Based on my good payment history with Sears, I eventually got a Visa card also, and promptly bought a beautiful Sansui stereo receiver and a nice Japanese 10-speed bicycle, maxing that card out. Within a couple of years, I added a car loan fir my new Mustang, and a mortgage for our first house, so I was having lots of fun making payments. Back then, the fix was in and all credit cards offered the same high rates, no questions asked. Inflation was in double digits though, so raises were big every year, and you could get over 15% interest by putting your savings in a money market fund. It was a wild time.

Nowadays, credit cards are very competitive and heavily marketed to everyone, even to students with no job, and many people get way overextended. For people like me who have learned financial discipline the hard way, they can even be a great source of temporary zero interest loans. The card companies know that most people think they can pay the money back before the promotional period expires, but instead they just dig their hole deeper.

Maybe the card companies have figured out that parents who understand the hardship of losing one's credit rating will usually bail a child out and help with the payments. And working people have got used to seeing their entire paycheck go to debt service, with no real hope of ever getting all that money paid back.

Which gets to the big concern:

Now that leaving one's debts behind through bankruptcy has been made much harder, the next recession (yes, there will be a next) could be really bad, with a lot of folks going from high living on credit cards to the poor house on welfare in a very short time. When you have no savings, as soon as the paycheck stops, the foreclosures and repossessions begin. It could be really ugly. A depression is what happens when a recession gets so deep, the money cycle just dies and can't get moving again. Last time it happened, Social Security was invented.

I think I'll stick with the sure thing for my fallback position, in case all those hard earned savings aren't enough.

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